(via berrybluecupcakes)

because i cant sleep. tumblr, its just you and I baby. im sorry I only come to you in moments of weakness.

sigh. its cus night brings my most inner thoughts and desires out to play. contemplation at its finest. and emotions at its peak of vulnerability.

in that case, summer. summer is about to make its presence. and I think this is the season of change for me. to truly, really, honestly let go of everything I cling to and start anew. materialism. idealism. romanticism. secularism. and every other ism I’ve forgotten and have bondage to. all of that. just strip myself. bare. exposed. so that I can soak in every new experience awaiting me.

the one and only stumbling block: me. against myself. that’s the worst type of enemy. my own dang self.

but change is important for transformation, for growth. and I think its time. it’ll be refreshing. challenging, but refreshing.

once school ends. gna lay low. seek purpose. spread truth. live truth. murder my flesh. thrive in spirit. strengthen relations. fall in love. be love. exude character. His character. repeat. on the daily.. in every waking moment.

His ways never waiver. the world can tell you all these beautiful lies, but the truth brings life. STEADFAST, child. stop saying. and just do. its all about the proof.

yeyeyeyeyeye.

im still wide awake. I shall paint, its my new hobby ;)

I feel bettaaaaaa like wind-blowin-sunny-weathaaaaa without them sweataaa’s…..whaaaaaaaaaat? uh huh. word.

im a sucker for men who dare to bare their ankles. haha. the ankle cleavage? the rolled up jeans just enough to see their ankles…MANKLES! yessssssssss. mankles.

maybe, its the way an ankle shows just enough for me to glimpse how important they are..it connects them to their sole, the foundation, that keeps them grounded. steadfast, firm, for without it, they couldn’t stand. make moves. or catch my eye. haha i find that just soo extremely attractive. it tells me alot. daring yet simple. sigh. the mankle.